This morning, while the train was coming in and I was standing very close to the edge of the platform, I was thinking of how I would kill myself. I decided that I would never kill myself. "Ok, but if you had to" I was asking myself. Like some circumstances would arise (someone who I love would be killed if I didn't kill myself, something like that) and I decided that I would shoot myself in the head. This is the way I would kill myself.